From today onwards, i think it will be better to keep everything to myself. Sometimes the truth are the most hurting. Worst receiving it from your close ones. Maybe people are right, I'm afraid of receiving negative feedbacks. I am fully aware of what I want now, I just want someone to show their absolute care for me when I'm being such a nuisance. Sometimes it is always hard to speak to a logical person as they always look at logics rather than looking at your current feeling.
All I wanted now was a good hug to tell me that everything will be alright.
what we could have been, 1:04 AM.