Saturday, October 27, 2012
And then again, I am the one whom give in.
what we could have been, 3:15 PM.
Monday, October 22, 2012
Drop so significantly.
what we could have been, 12:56 AM.
Thursday, October 18, 2012
From today onwards, i think it will be better to keep everything to myself. Sometimes the truth are the most hurting. Worst receiving it from your close ones. Maybe people are right, I'm afraid of receiving negative feedbacks. I am fully aware of what I want now, I just want someone to show their absolute care for me when I'm being such a nuisance. Sometimes it is always hard to speak to a logical person as they always look at logics rather than looking at your current feeling.
All I wanted now was a good hug to tell me that everything will be alright.
All I wanted now was a good hug to tell me that everything will be alright.
what we could have been, 1:04 AM.
I always thought that saying out your problems are better than keeping within. However, I'm wrong, ignoring will always make you feel better.
what we could have been, 12:54 AM.
I know I'm contradicting myself again. I choose to blog as I know that not much people will be reading it. Although I still wish for some people to be reading it. Today I had a call that I received and I didn't keep my composure when handling the call. Many times I'm not being calm enough to answer difficult customer calls. I don't know why but it is just difficult to control my emotions. Worst part is that I already work for almost 2 years and yet I don't even know how to control my emotions. I know I'm such a joke. I know it is not easy but why aren't am I changing for the better. Sometimes I wonder how to keep myself calm down. Try to think that it is not personal? Sometimes u are just blown over with the angriness of the customer. Maybe I'm really not suited for this job. This boils down to something call job fit. And lastly, a lot of times when I have small setbacks, I dunno why I just feel like crying. I mean I can do something more productive than crying. It seems like crying are for the loser but I always feel so much better after crying. Sigh.
Maybe all that I need was someone whom can really control my emotions. Really can be my greatest support when I feel emotionally unstable. I want someone that I can fully depend on. I know that's the saying of the weak. I fully admit I'm weak.
I really got to improve on customer handling. :(
Maybe all that I need was someone whom can really control my emotions. Really can be my greatest support when I feel emotionally unstable. I want someone that I can fully depend on. I know that's the saying of the weak. I fully admit I'm weak.
I really got to improve on customer handling. :(
what we could have been, 12:10 AM.
Monday, October 15, 2012
When will the day that I will be treated like a princess?
what we could have been, 3:32 AM.
