Thursday, November 26, 2009
I am starting to questions myself about life.
How come most of my friend got hurt because the other party just love the feeling of being woo as compared to be in a relationship?
How come looks is so important when everyone knows is the heart that each of us is pursuing for?
Yes, I never thought that looks can be of such a hindrance to our life. I thought that it is absolutely fine to have an average look but with a pure heart. I looked at the mirror, I am sure that I am just an average looking person or maybe way below that. Many times, I hope that I was with great looks. Isn’t that what guys are always looking for? Who cares of your other capabilities? It is really unfair. So what would the average girl do? She can’t blame the parents, she can’t blame anyone, and she can only resign to fate? Isn’t that too cruel to her? Where would she get her love from? When would she taste the happiness of being love or woo?
I began to know how cruel humans can be when they only look for a beautiful vase that cannot hold any flowers.
what we could have been, 10:46 PM.
My new hairdo. =D
My knee is getting better.
Thanks buddy for accompanying me.
Really appreciate those who cares about me.
Enjoy your weekend peeps.
what we could have been, 9:18 PM.
I did something evil just now.
Forgive me.
what we could have been, 12:55 AM.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
I am tired of looking at the state of my knee.
It freaks and irritates me.
I felt the sudden weak in myself.
It affects the way I walk and the routine of my life.
Not being able to walk around freely, not being able to go to work, not being able to do anything.
And here I am, being coop up at home .
To be relief that I have my buddy crystal with me, my cute Patrick and my computer on.
I really wish that my knee can function back to normal.
It is really annoying and I hate it.
I seriously regretted playing basketball last Sunday.
what we could have been, 11:46 PM.