Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Too many commitment..
Too many things to do but not all can be done..
Feel like going back to the court..
Thinking of going back next sem..
But my friends said that it is a waste of time..
Coz is too late...
Graduating next year april..
And my skills are not up to compared to the rest of the people..
I really love the sport..
But is really hurting that oneself can only do so little to improve..
Never expect much..
Even if have..
Things is only out of compassion of me being in the last year..
I envy those whom have a coach..
A coach whom really spend time correcting the mistakes.
Treating them as the seeds of an unplanted tree..
Nurturing them to grow...
Never had a chance..
Maybe have..
But in another senario..
How i wish
Both of the senarios have been exchanged
Would things changed?
God knows
Too many things to do but not all can be done..
Feel like going back to the court..
Thinking of going back next sem..
But my friends said that it is a waste of time..
Coz is too late...
Graduating next year april..
And my skills are not up to compared to the rest of the people..
I really love the sport..
But is really hurting that oneself can only do so little to improve..
Never expect much..
Even if have..
Things is only out of compassion of me being in the last year..
I envy those whom have a coach..
A coach whom really spend time correcting the mistakes.
Treating them as the seeds of an unplanted tree..
Nurturing them to grow...
Never had a chance..
Maybe have..
But in another senario..
How i wish
Both of the senarios have been exchanged
Would things changed?
God knows
what we could have been, 11:00 PM.
