I have been pondering whether to go back anot..
Dunno how people will look at me...
Im scared...
I know i am weak..
She told me that we just go there to have fun..
But i hopes to learn something out of the training...
What should i do..
Should i go for the training...
I know for sure illl be disappointed..
Because the world is realistic..
Tell me what to do...
<3..
what we could have been, 11:25 PM.