Thursday, June 12, 2008
Super duper unhapppy today..
Dun wanna say anything about it as it is really damm sad...
Why must i have this character?
Why and whatever i do, i always wish to be recognised??
Why am i in this way??
Why do i reach home and up till 11p.m, my family members are still not back yet??
Whats with my life man??
I hate to cry..
I hate to be demoralised
AND
I hate to have this character of mine...
Whenever people are feeling down, i will tell them not to be discouraged
But
when it comes to myself.
I will not be able to encourage myself...
I always say even if people doesn't recognises your work, and as long as you have put in your best effort, it is enough..
How come i cant convinced myself with this sentence??
Why cant my tears stop rolling down when things turn terribly wrong...
Why cant it just stopped??
Why must i be so affected by all the words??
WHY??
Freaking angry with myself!!
Freaking Disappointed with myself!!
Dun wanna say anything about it as it is really damm sad...
Why must i have this character?
Why and whatever i do, i always wish to be recognised??
Why am i in this way??
Why do i reach home and up till 11p.m, my family members are still not back yet??
Whats with my life man??
I hate to cry..
I hate to be demoralised
AND
I hate to have this character of mine...
Whenever people are feeling down, i will tell them not to be discouraged
But
when it comes to myself.
I will not be able to encourage myself...
I always say even if people doesn't recognises your work, and as long as you have put in your best effort, it is enough..
How come i cant convinced myself with this sentence??
Why cant my tears stop rolling down when things turn terribly wrong...
Why cant it just stopped??
Why must i be so affected by all the words??
WHY??
Freaking angry with myself!!
Freaking Disappointed with myself!!
what we could have been, 10:26 PM.
