Monday, June 30, 2008
Hmm.. It is been along time since i blog..
This time round i think i am upset and angry..
Sometimes i do not know why..
I think i treat you all sincerely...
I really treat you all as friends..
But i do not really know why are you all treating me in this way...
I felt left out..
becoz maybe you two understand each other better..
Whenever i ask a question, is because i hope that i can talk to you all..
But what did you all reply, it just turns me off again..
This make me feel that i should keep my mouth shut and instead of finding trouble...
I do not know if i did something wrong..
If i did, let me know then...
This time round i think i am upset and angry..
Sometimes i do not know why..
I think i treat you all sincerely...
I really treat you all as friends..
But i do not really know why are you all treating me in this way...
I felt left out..
becoz maybe you two understand each other better..
Whenever i ask a question, is because i hope that i can talk to you all..
But what did you all reply, it just turns me off again..
This make me feel that i should keep my mouth shut and instead of finding trouble...
I do not know if i did something wrong..
If i did, let me know then...
what we could have been, 8:42 PM.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
The most important test of love is its strength. Love must pass the test of time. Something that vanishes in a month or a year is nothing more than an infatuation. Love must endure occasional pangs of jealousy. Even the truest and most trusting of lovers can become suspicious at times. The reason behind this is that a true lover will always consider his/her partner as more desirable than any other person in the world and this can sometimes make them be uncertain of other peoples’ intentions towards their partner.
Love is an unblemished emotion while an infatuation is sometimes just lust masquerading as true devotion.
Love is an unblemished emotion while an infatuation is sometimes just lust masquerading as true devotion.
what we could have been, 10:47 PM.
Like Vs Love
THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN LOVE AND LIKE
In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person tou like, you feel happy
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person tou like, winter is just beautiful winter
If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile
In front of the person you love, you can't say what's on your mind
But in front of the person tou like, you blurt out everything
In front of the person you love, you tent to get shy
But in front of the person u like, you show your own self
You can't look straight into the eyes of the person you like
When the one you love is crying, you end up comforting
The feelings of love start from the eyes
The feelings of like start from the ears
So, if you want to stop liking a person you use to like
All you have to do is cover your eyes
But, if you try to cover your eyes
Love turns into a deep drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after
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BEYOND LIKE THERE IS LOVE
Like is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need.
Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side.
Like is when they gaze into you eyes and you konw they care
Love is when they gaze into you eyes and it warms your heart.
Like is a quite walk in the park with the one you trust.
Love is when you feel like you are the only two around.
Like is a warm smile in the winter.
Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart.
THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN LOVE AND LIKE
In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person tou like, you feel happy
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person tou like, winter is just beautiful winter
If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile
In front of the person you love, you can't say what's on your mind
But in front of the person tou like, you blurt out everything
In front of the person you love, you tent to get shy
But in front of the person u like, you show your own self
You can't look straight into the eyes of the person you like
When the one you love is crying, you end up comforting
The feelings of love start from the eyes
The feelings of like start from the ears
So, if you want to stop liking a person you use to like
All you have to do is cover your eyes
But, if you try to cover your eyes
Love turns into a deep drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after
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BEYOND LIKE THERE IS LOVE
Like is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need.
Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side.
Like is when they gaze into you eyes and you konw they care
Love is when they gaze into you eyes and it warms your heart.
Like is a quite walk in the park with the one you trust.
Love is when you feel like you are the only two around.
Like is a warm smile in the winter.
Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart.
what we could have been, 10:29 PM.
Friday, June 20, 2008
You will never know how it will feels unless it happen to you...
It is only a matter of a few days and things changed..
Only memories have left..
No last words for her..
No sweet kisses..
No hugs..
Nothing else for her..
I really feel very sad for her.
I hope she will be strong again...
Charlene jia you...
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Today work Overtime and is like for what reason..
Walking around in the office to see everyone at work..
I was slacking but i still did call finish my leads.. Whaha
Took a cab back with Jiali and Daniel but the cabbie uncle say that he dun want go 2 places.
So bad..
Den was like !#$$%^%*&
Got money also dun wan earn...
Den when tell him to use a alternative road instead of CTE due to maybe there will be a Jam..
He nagged again and say : "CTE wont Jam at this TIME.. GOT MONEY NOT SCARE JAM"
what the..
Such a rude taxi driver..
MY friend Replied: " Money is not a problem"
Then Jiali say since like this, she will ask her bf to send us back as the taxi driver is so reluctant to send us back..
So we went bishan to meet her bf and after that went golfing and then back HOME SWEET HOME
Thanks Jiali and the Boyfriend..
So kind of you all...
Thanks all.. =D
It is only a matter of a few days and things changed..
Only memories have left..
No last words for her..
No sweet kisses..
No hugs..
Nothing else for her..
I really feel very sad for her.
I hope she will be strong again...
Charlene jia you...
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Today work Overtime and is like for what reason..
Walking around in the office to see everyone at work..
I was slacking but i still did call finish my leads.. Whaha
Took a cab back with Jiali and Daniel but the cabbie uncle say that he dun want go 2 places.
So bad..
Den was like !#$$%^%*&
Got money also dun wan earn...
Den when tell him to use a alternative road instead of CTE due to maybe there will be a Jam..
He nagged again and say : "CTE wont Jam at this TIME.. GOT MONEY NOT SCARE JAM"
what the..
Such a rude taxi driver..
MY friend Replied: " Money is not a problem"
Then Jiali say since like this, she will ask her bf to send us back as the taxi driver is so reluctant to send us back..
So we went bishan to meet her bf and after that went golfing and then back HOME SWEET HOME
Thanks Jiali and the Boyfriend..
So kind of you all...
Thanks all.. =D
what we could have been, 12:20 AM.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
weekend is here to stay..
hahas.. six more weeks
and
im gone for good..
hahas..
bless me to stay well for this six weeks..
tired tired tired
sleepy sleepy sleepy..
how come my parents not tired of working...
im tired even for this 10 weeks..
and theirs is like
FOREVER..
how am i going to survive in this society for the rest of my life?
hahas.. six more weeks
and
im gone for good..
hahas..
bless me to stay well for this six weeks..
tired tired tired
sleepy sleepy sleepy..
how come my parents not tired of working...
im tired even for this 10 weeks..
and theirs is like
FOREVER..
how am i going to survive in this society for the rest of my life?
what we could have been, 1:22 AM.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Super duper unhapppy today..
Dun wanna say anything about it as it is really damm sad...
Why must i have this character?
Why and whatever i do, i always wish to be recognised??
Why am i in this way??
Why do i reach home and up till 11p.m, my family members are still not back yet??
Whats with my life man??
I hate to cry..
I hate to be demoralised
AND
I hate to have this character of mine...
Whenever people are feeling down, i will tell them not to be discouraged
But
when it comes to myself.
I will not be able to encourage myself...
I always say even if people doesn't recognises your work, and as long as you have put in your best effort, it is enough..
How come i cant convinced myself with this sentence??
Why cant my tears stop rolling down when things turn terribly wrong...
Why cant it just stopped??
Why must i be so affected by all the words??
WHY??
Freaking angry with myself!!
Freaking Disappointed with myself!!
Dun wanna say anything about it as it is really damm sad...
Why must i have this character?
Why and whatever i do, i always wish to be recognised??
Why am i in this way??
Why do i reach home and up till 11p.m, my family members are still not back yet??
Whats with my life man??
I hate to cry..
I hate to be demoralised
AND
I hate to have this character of mine...
Whenever people are feeling down, i will tell them not to be discouraged
But
when it comes to myself.
I will not be able to encourage myself...
I always say even if people doesn't recognises your work, and as long as you have put in your best effort, it is enough..
How come i cant convinced myself with this sentence??
Why cant my tears stop rolling down when things turn terribly wrong...
Why cant it just stopped??
Why must i be so affected by all the words??
WHY??
Freaking angry with myself!!
Freaking Disappointed with myself!!
what we could have been, 10:26 PM.
Monday, June 09, 2008
NO Comment!!!!!!
what we could have been, 12:40 PM.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
I SERIOUSLY NEED A SPORT..
NO MATTER IS NETBALL / BASKETBALL
I WANT TO PLAY AS A TEAM..
IF THERE ARE NETBALL CLUBS, I DON'T MIND JOINING..
SO IF THERE IS ANY OFFERS, LET ME KNOW...
I MISS NETBALL..
I MISS EVERY SINGLE THING...
I MISS THE FEELING OF PLAYING AS A TEAM..
I MISS BASKETBALL TOO..
EXPERIENCE IS ALWAYS A PROBLEM...
PROPER COACHING IS WHAT I NEEDED..
TRAINING AND SACRIFICING I DONT MIND
BUT
IT TOO LATE
COZ
I DO NOT HAVE THE FOUNDATION...
KINNDA SAD BUT TRUE...
NO MATTER IS NETBALL / BASKETBALL
I WANT TO PLAY AS A TEAM..
IF THERE ARE NETBALL CLUBS, I DON'T MIND JOINING..
SO IF THERE IS ANY OFFERS, LET ME KNOW...
I MISS NETBALL..
I MISS EVERY SINGLE THING...
I MISS THE FEELING OF PLAYING AS A TEAM..
I MISS BASKETBALL TOO..
EXPERIENCE IS ALWAYS A PROBLEM...
PROPER COACHING IS WHAT I NEEDED..
TRAINING AND SACRIFICING I DONT MIND
BUT
IT TOO LATE
COZ
I DO NOT HAVE THE FOUNDATION...
KINNDA SAD BUT TRUE...
what we could have been, 10:26 PM.
