After much thinking of everything, I think is true that competitive basketball is really not my cup of tea. To many, it may sound easy like bouncing the ball but actually it acquire more understand than that and especially teamwork and experience. Experience is something that you have to build slowly through years of training and hard work but I guess I am lacking of this. That is why most of time when I am in training; I do not know most of the shit out of it. I think I just have to be trained from the basic.
I used to struggle between netball and basketball. I used to have the mentality that if you are good in netball, things would be somehow easier when you play basketball. This is not the case, basketball is a contact game and netball isn’t. There are more things basketball is rather different from netball and so when comes to basic, basketball needs much more time and is more difficult to learn.
Well, through days of thinking, I finally know. Yes, I can’t blame everything on experience but is just that I am lazy, too tired to think and improve on it.
No one is to blame but myself.
what we could have been, 12:25 PM.