Hmm.. today i saw who jessie was by accident in friendster... the special one i guess... she is really pretty... i am nth compared to her... to tell the truth... my heart hurts to know that he still thinks of her... knowing that she cant be replaced... knowing that even when he is with me, he might think of her... knowing that the one he love is nt me... knowing that everything i do, i will nt get anything in return.. but by knowing all this, y am i still there for this guy in my reality when nth may work out in the end... will there be a day, i maybe the special one in his heart..??
when he is sad and no one listens to him, i am there to listen to share his thoughts and feelings
when he is angry, i am there to talk him round
when he is lonely, i am there to accompany him
when he is sick, i stayed up the whole night to check to see if he is alright
when anything happens, i will be there for him
if one day god chooses to let him have the happiness and sadness for me, i will accept it just to see you happy even if is sadness is for me....
what we could have been, 5:44 AM.