Thursday, August 24, 2006
Hmmm.... I really dunno what to blog about... Hmm... Things are going ups and downs in my life.... And the worst part is I feel that I am very pessimistic... Thats not good... i just cannot put all the negative feelings away... Sometime it really hurts... However... Im trying my best to be more optimistic le...
And I think I have changed... Not that "little princess" anymore... Well, im not one from the start.. I am starting to grow up.. Knowing how to give way and not to quarrel...
Back to all the negative thoughts... I dunno why do i have all those negative thoughts.. Hiax.. Sometimes i think and think and i start to drop tears.. I feel i am so fragile... Always thought that i am strong... I am only the opposite... Maybe women's need the sense of security always... i think i need that strongly... i always based on what i see... Even my feelings tells me is this way but what i see is not... This is when all those negative thoughts would come in...I thought that i had managed my thoughts well but it does not seems so... Hiax.. I really dunno what to say.. Well.. I guessed i have to straighten my thoughts ba... I hope i can trust on my own feelings more... It is fun being with him.. Sharing joy and sorrows.. Sometimes i do feel sad but i guessed is all part of it ba... Fated....Life is like this... This is was i have chosen...
And I think I have changed... Not that "little princess" anymore... Well, im not one from the start.. I am starting to grow up.. Knowing how to give way and not to quarrel...
Back to all the negative thoughts... I dunno why do i have all those negative thoughts.. Hiax.. Sometimes i think and think and i start to drop tears.. I feel i am so fragile... Always thought that i am strong... I am only the opposite... Maybe women's need the sense of security always... i think i need that strongly... i always based on what i see... Even my feelings tells me is this way but what i see is not... This is when all those negative thoughts would come in...I thought that i had managed my thoughts well but it does not seems so... Hiax.. I really dunno what to say.. Well.. I guessed i have to straighten my thoughts ba... I hope i can trust on my own feelings more... It is fun being with him.. Sharing joy and sorrows.. Sometimes i do feel sad but i guessed is all part of it ba... Fated....Life is like this... This is was i have chosen...
what we could have been, 2:52 AM.
