Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Hurting so deep down inside but there's a smile on my face. (:
I'm not fake...
Im just trying to make my own day
Cuz no one makes mine..
And i don't want the world to see me.
Cause i don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken.
I just want you to know who i am
You once say that you wan mi to smile
Not for u not for anyone but for myself
Even if you are gone one day,you wan mi to continue to smile..
But i have forgotten how to smile the moment u r gone
You are definitely the reason for my smile..
And the reason to wait...
The Smile that I had was not deep from my heart unless you are by my side...
You holds me when I start to cry
Makes me smile with just your eyes...
Shares my hopes, dreams, and fears...
Wipes away all my tears...
I love you without regret...
But you went away the next simple day just like that...
I am a person whom have lost the trust in love since the day you are gone..
It may seems like im strong..
But im not...
I just dun wanna you feel sad for me
I just wanna you live happily...
I always thought that looking back at my tears would makes me laugh
But i never thought that looking back at my laughters would make me cry...
Even worst when you know that the laughters would not be there anymore...
If you really love someone...
You would agree to let them go...
Not because both of you are not meant to be...
but because you wan them to be happy...
Though you cant bear to let them go...
Although I cant bear to let you go but I know I have to...
Even though I am still there hoping that you will be back...
If you ever do want me to stay...
Jux tell me...
And for sure...
I'll Stay...
I'm not fake...
Im just trying to make my own day
Cuz no one makes mine..
And i don't want the world to see me.
Cause i don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken.
I just want you to know who i am
You once say that you wan mi to smile
Not for u not for anyone but for myself
Even if you are gone one day,you wan mi to continue to smile..
But i have forgotten how to smile the moment u r gone
You are definitely the reason for my smile..
And the reason to wait...
The Smile that I had was not deep from my heart unless you are by my side...
You holds me when I start to cry
Makes me smile with just your eyes...
Shares my hopes, dreams, and fears...
Wipes away all my tears...
I love you without regret...
But you went away the next simple day just like that...
I am a person whom have lost the trust in love since the day you are gone..
It may seems like im strong..
But im not...
I just dun wanna you feel sad for me
I just wanna you live happily...
I always thought that looking back at my tears would makes me laugh
But i never thought that looking back at my laughters would make me cry...
Even worst when you know that the laughters would not be there anymore...
If you really love someone...
You would agree to let them go...
Not because both of you are not meant to be...
but because you wan them to be happy...
Though you cant bear to let them go...
Although I cant bear to let you go but I know I have to...
Even though I am still there hoping that you will be back...
If you ever do want me to stay...
Jux tell me...
And for sure...
I'll Stay...
what we could have been, 3:38 PM.
