Jasline

2012-02-24T02:51:00.001+08:00

Can anyone turn me into someone without any feelings at all? I really hate things now. Life sucks. You too.

14.02.2012

2012-02-15T04:04:00.001+08:00

Mood: Bad

I really don't know if I should type out what I am feeling as I'm afraid of him knowing how I feel. I am afraid as I know that definitely he would not be happy about it. He will feels like why would I want to broadcast this to anyone. Sometimes broadcasting is not finding someone to pity yourself but it is for a small space to share some thoughts. Certain things like this would be easier to type rather than speaking to a person. However, at the same time, I would also want him to know how I feel. I know I'm contradicting myself but my thoughts are really messy right now. I know I am silly that I am disappointed with him when there is no appreciation from him on this day. I know it is not a compulsory thing but you know sometimes we just cannot control how we feel. I kept telling myself that it is okay and everything will soon be over after today but as time grew nearer to the end of the day, it makes me feel even sad that things are like just the same as it was - no changes.

Is it that once you are in a relationship for long, everything just faded? Or, are we taking things for granted and had forgotten about the romantic element of a relationship? I really don't know. Sometimes I really hope that I never had met you that early so that the timing will be just right. Out of so many years of valentine day, I only received once. I know it is pathetic. Sometimes I really hate myself. I kept telling and bluffing myself that valentine day is no different from another day and that we don't really need to spend the money in getting anything and so on and so forth. But, on the other end, my heart is really feeling the sadness. Maybe I should not hope for too much as when things are just not going to be the same way as it should, you will feel double the pain and sadness. Well, I know writing this will not make any differences to today as valentine day is already gone. We can never come back to this day this year again. Time will not give anyone a second chance. Everything is over. I hope I'll feel better. I know I'll be fine. I'll need to go to bed now and hope that everything will be back to normal tmr.

2011-06-16T15:35:00.001+08:00

If you spend too long holding on to the one who treats you like an option, you will miss finding someone who treats you like a priority.

Why am I just an option and not a priority? I really don't want to say that but at times u are really very selfish.

The best have yet to happen.
-Jasline

2011-06-08T01:37:00.007+08:00

Its been quite awhile since I last blog and i just wonder if anyone bothers to read my entries. Anyway, I'm having my school holidays and i just started to resume my part-time job. Life have been good so far. However, i really need to put in some effort to slim down. Here are some pictures. =D

2011-04-02T18:30:00.001+08:00

Just some photography to share :)

My revision lectures slots. Oh no.

Life have been good but I really need to revise on my modules. However, in still lacking of motivation. :(

The best have yet to happen.
-Jasline

2011-03-24T17:39:00.000+08:00

倪安东 - 散场的拥抱

从你的眼角慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏着伤但不想和我聊

你选的电影像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到
你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好
我知道你留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案却撕掉不要

呵护地祈祷温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到
你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好
我知道我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍出乎你预料

散场的拥抱我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到
你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好
我知道太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕我比你明了

Valentine's Day

2011-02-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

It is Valentine's Day today. Although there is no celebration today due to a on-going Netball tournament in the evening, I still received my valentine's day present. :)

Thanks!

Yes. I'm happy.

The best have yet to happen
-Jasline

2010-12-21T01:46:00.001+08:00

I really wanna scold all vulgarities that I know on my blog. I really have no other place to vent my frustration on. You will never ever see this post coz you never cared about what I think. Life never suck such big time before. Maybe I wasn't right to persist on from the start. I really wanna say fucking good-bye to you.

The best have yet to happen.
-Jasline

2010-12-14T03:27:00.001+08:00

Is there anyone can tell me what I should do? Should I tell my problems out? I really cannot take it anymore. I'm going to burst out soon. I'm tired, i have been tolerating it for 4years. Should I give up this relationship? Please give me a solution and make my heart be firm with the solution. Shall we end it? I think it is going no where. I can't picture a us in the future anymore. Neither can you promise a us in the future.

-Jasline

Selfish Asshole

2010-12-05T01:44:00.002+08:00

Perhaps is time for me to go back to where I used to be.

Although I do not want it to be in this way, I don't really have a choice either.

I know humans are selfish and only thought about themselves. However, I really hate it when you keep reminding me of it. It makes me feels as if I need to go back home immediately. If you really want me to leave, just tell me straight. There isn't a need to remind me non-stop and sound as if you are so worried about where should I be located. If you want me to leave, I'll jolly-well packed my bag and leave.

I don't want to be so thick skin to stay. Not as if I have no other home.

This sucks. You selfish asshole.

**I am not referring to BF**

The best have yet to happen.
- Jasline

Ugly Singaporeans

2010-12-04T03:54:00.001+08:00

Ugly Singaporeans

- Why is there a need for some Singaporeans to speak rudely when it come to disputes?

- Why must some singaporeans flare up without listening to any explanation first? Is this a culture norm?

- Why must some singaporeans be such a nuisance and humiliates people non-stop?
Just because I am working in a customer service hotline does not mean that I need to be humiliated by you as this is only a part time job and I am young with lots of bright future. Don't treat us as if we are some slaves. Bear this in mind "WE AREN'T"! Whatever humiliating words you used just reflect how good your personality is.

- Why must some singaporeans try to threaten us of switching to another company when certain waivers were not being approved?
Don't try to threaten to switch because I don't give a god-damn thing about it. Not as if the company is mine. I don't hold any shares of the company or any dividends. Your switching does not have any impact on me. Don't think I will persuade you to stay. I always think that when you switch, there will be times when you use the same tactics to threaten the other company and when your threaten have again no impact on the other company, you will end up crawling back.

- Lastly, I always believe in what comes around goes around. You may need my help someday and I'll remember how you treat me. You may think that I may forget your names but they are CLEARLY IMPRINT to my memory. Good Luck.

The best have yet to happen.
- Jasline

2010-05-09T21:24:00.002+08:00

I cant imagine what my life would be after school term starts.
I am going to study in the day and also to work at M1 from 7p.m to 12a.m, 5days a week.

Well, you guys must really think I am crazy.
But i really got no choice.
What's more crazy than being penniless.

Yes, so now my schedule will be tighter than ever.

2010-05-02T21:10:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I really feel that I am so useless. I really need some inner motivation and encouragement! My life seems screw up!

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2010-04-04T14:44:00.002+08:00

Could anyone grant all my wishes?

2010-03-15T17:58:00.001+08:00

Some things are so fragile. Once broken, it will never be the same again and it goes the same for relationship.
When we have something in our hands, we never appreciate it. We take it for granted. We never missed it because we always thought, there's more to come. We will always get it.
But the truth is, sometimes we'll never realise how important something is until its gone. Gone with everything that's happened. You might be able to hug your bf today, he might be gone the next day. Without a trace. Because things come without notice, we never did have the chance to prepare ourselves so that we could cherish every moment together. No one will tell you when the special someone's going to die, or leave, or never come back. Why is it that people have to experience it to learn our life most valuable lesson: appreciation!
The moment when the lesson is learnt, we cannot get back to where we were, cannot cherish and experience the same feeling ever again. All we could do is to move on, look forward, and all those moments will remain as memories. We live to regret. Is this true? From regrets only we would be able to apply it to our future lives so that we could cherish any special moments with the special someone. Is this what life's lesson about?
Its so hard to understand what the nature want us to be, what we were made to be. Is the road already chosen or do we have a choice? When we reach a junction is there a right and wrong turn to take? Nobody knows. Who knows if what you chose today is the right direction? We will not know. But all we can do is to go on with life and do what we can.

Life is full of sad moments and silly mistakes rather than anything beautiful, isn't it?

Life was never fair to start with isn't it?

2010-03-14T09:52:00.001+08:00

What happens if you need the money from the Job and you really can't stand the working place anymore?

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2010-03-09T22:33:00.003+08:00

What Love really is?

________________________________________________________________

The longer you are in a relationship

The lesser the surprises will be

The few things that only increases are

Responsibilities and Commitments

P.S: Haven't been moved recently

2010-03-06T11:04:00.001+08:00

I realized that no matter what happens, move on. As this are the stepping stones that you will face for all of your life.

Is so easy for someone to be sad and emo-ing. How hard is it for a person to smile despite all the unhappy moments?

2010-03-01T23:26:00.007+08:00

I really have so much to say and yet I don’t even know where to start with.

Dear friends,
I know there is only a 0.000001% chance that those people whom I really want to let them know how I feel would be here. However, I am still pinning my 0.000001% hope for it.

I shall rewind myself back to the times that I was in secondary school. I used to be very happy in my class. Well, with my cliques of people. Although my cliques come from different places as not all of them were in the same school as me. There are very nice, superb fun clique to be with but I only can blame it myself being too petty and I guess I drove them out of my life not knowingly.
Sorry to Linda, Enqi, Yi Wen, Kim and etc. Thanks for being there for me.

God decided to gave me another chance, and he again brings me nice peeps around me which are my netball mates. We fought bravely through all matches. However, I am such a lousy captain and being the one who let all her teammates down, all left one another. Maybe when everyone left, there is still one remain and is very nice to me. My selfishness and jealousy drove my one last hope away.

Sorry to all my netball teammates for what I have done. I would also like to make my sincere apology to Li Min who was the one whom treated me very nicely.
During my last year in secondary school, things turn bad and I really do not know how to resolve. You know at that time, I hope to shout to the whole world and tell them how sorry I could be. I did not do it and even if I did, none will believe that I am telling the truth. If I can restart my life again, I wish that I have done better to be part of the class and be part of 4EA.
Sorry was the word that I really wanted to say but with no courage.

During poly days, everything was fine, I do have some people who were very nice to me and I hope I maintain the relationship well even after we graduated. You were the people whom given me strength, my pillar of hope once again.
I am very thankful to Sophia, Farhana, Melissa Lim, Ze Hui and my polytechnic mates. If I can do something different, I would hope to build an even better friendship with my polytechnic mates and not only my cliques.

My basketball teammates in polytechnic were terrific. Somehow, you all add colours to my life and also fufilling my dream to play basketball as a team. If I had another chance, I would choose to attend all the trainings and putting my best effort in it. I really misses all of you even till now.

At present, my colleagues were nice. They help me a lot I would say. The only problem that I may have was my scheduling. Much time, I had promised my colleagues of the outing and I always backed out last minute. I really have lots of commitment to my mother and father side’s family because I am the representative of my father and my mum. Both of them had to work on weekends and I will have to go for any family gathering as a representative. If I do not go, I am not giving any respect to them and as well as my parents. I really hope my colleagues would understand. I hope things change for the better. I am really sorry as I do not have the courage to clarify all the misunderstanding. Anyway, I know you guys were having a great time and that’s what I always bless and hope for. I sincerely thank Dedric, Aaron, Jason and Priscilia.

Lastly, I will not forget my buddy, Crystal. We seem to click no matter what. She was there always when I really need someone to talk to and she was the one whom always stand by my side no matter what happens. Thank You.

I know it is just all too late to say this: I am Sorry.

2010-01-26T20:47:00.001+08:00

26/01/2010

Morning
Orange Juice + Tuna and Egg Bread

Afternoon
Spaghetti

Night
Sushi + Beancurd

Autumn's Concerto

2010-01-25T21:26:00.004+08:00

Highly Recommended Show (Very Touching)

下一站，幸福
Autumn's Concerto

Synopsis
Ren Guang Xi, a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He's the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Cheng, the new bento seller at his school canteen. Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Cheng does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Cheng teaches him how to give and love. Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Cheng to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi's child.
Six years pass. Mu Cheng lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi's heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Cheng. How will the couple make up for six years of lost time? Happiness, which stop do I alight at?

2010-01-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

Monday

Morning - Orange Juice & Tuna Bread

Afternoon - Economic Rice (Veggie, Steam Egg, Chicken and Bittergourd)

Night - Sushi (5pcs) + Bubble Tea

2010-01-25T21:13:00.002+08:00

Sunday
Morning - Nil

Afternoon - Wanton Noodles

Night - Home Cook Food (Soup, Fish & Vegetables)

Saturday
Morning - Nil

Afternoon - Prawn Noodle

Night - Fried Rice + Ribena

Friday
Morning - Fresh Orange Juice and Chee Cheong Fan

Afternoon - Hor Fun

Night - Nil

2010-01-21T23:56:00.001+08:00

21/1/2010

Morning
Ham and Cheese Bread
Fresh Orange Juice

Afternoon
Chicken Rice

Dinner
Beef Rice

20/1/2010

2010-01-20T22:18:00.001+08:00

20/1/2010

Morning
Fresh Orange Juice
Chicken porridge

Lunch
Economic rice (Sweet and sour pork, mince meat, ladies finger)
100Plus

Dinner
U-mian
Green Tea

Food for 18/1/2010

2010-01-19T19:08:00.006+08:00

To get myself stay on for my 2010 New Year Resolution, Sophia suggested that I should blog on the kind of food intake I consume everyday Well, Start from today.

18/1/2010
Morning
Freshly-Squeeze Orange Juice
Ham & Cheeze Bread

Lunch
Economic rice (Veggie, Sotong and Sweet and Sour Pork + Curry Gravy)

Dinner
Nothing at the moment. (Plain Water)

=D

Life

2010-01-02T04:59:00.001+08:00

Time and time again, I felt the helpless of my life. I know we can't compare our life with others whom are born with a silver spoon. But I just feel that it is a little unfair.. I see some of my friends out there struggling to support themeselves and their family with what they had earn during the weekend or the holidays. However, those people who were born rich would never understand how difficult or what would it be like to support the family. Worst, some of them would despise others.

We need to understand that we are not being able to choose where or which family to born in.

If you are born wealthy, just be glad and help the less fortunate ones. You may not know when would you need the help of others.

If you are born not so wealthy, be happy with what u have. Sometimes simplicity is happiness!!

We can only be happier and move on for the better.

New Year Resolutions For Friend

2009-12-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

1) Crystal - I hope that Eric and her would last long and overcome all the obstacles ahead.

2) Sophia - I hope that she will recover completely by 2010 and also have a blissful relationship with Damien.

3) Farhana - I hope that she and her bf can get ready for marriage.

4) Melissa Lim - I hope that she will have lots of opportunities at work and also in relationships.

5) Dick Ng - I hope that his "O" level results would be awesome. His first relationship with YingXi to be fabulous!!

6) YingXi - I hope that you would have a smooth-sailing year ahead and to enjoy every moment of teenage life!!

7) Aloysius - I hope that you would have a pretty gf in 2010!

8) Jerene - I hope that you would continue to maintain your cheerfulness. Faster bring a Boyfriend back!

9) Dave - I hope that he will earn lots of money.

10) Kaelyn(Hui Ling) - To be very happy with her bf and hope that she will have a peaceful 2010.

11) Kimbo - To have a happy family and also to have a loving relationship!!

30/12/2009 11:03PM
This list would continue to grow with more names!! That's all for now.. Tired.

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2010 New Year Resolutions

2009-12-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

My 2010 New Year Resolutions:
1) To be very slim through losing plenty of weight
2) To get great results in university
3) To repeat the happy moments and wash away the bad ones

2009-12-05T20:48:00.001+08:00

I am sad..
I know his bro doesn't like people in his family to be fat.. Well the happy thing is that he accept me as part of his family.. However, he hopes that I am very slim.. He kept ask me to slim down and even offer to go exercise with me.. I know that it is all for my own good.. But is so cruel.. I find it hard to slim myself down.. I tried to exercise. But my knee is currently injuried.. I also wish that I can be slim but is a long way I guess.. Sad..

How come looks is so important when everyone knows is the heart that each of us is pursuing for?

2009-11-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

I am starting to questions myself about life.

How come most of my friend got hurt because the other party just love the feeling of being woo as compared to be in a relationship?

How come looks is so important when everyone knows is the heart that each of us is pursuing for?

Yes, I never thought that looks can be of such a hindrance to our life. I thought that it is absolutely fine to have an average look but with a pure heart. I looked at the mirror, I am sure that I am just an average looking person or maybe way below that. Many times, I hope that I was with great looks. Isn’t that what guys are always looking for? Who cares of your other capabilities? It is really unfair. So what would the average girl do? She can’t blame the parents, she can’t blame anyone, and she can only resign to fate? Isn’t that too cruel to her? Where would she get her love from? When would she taste the happiness of being love or woo?

I began to know how cruel humans can be when they only look for a beautiful vase that cannot hold any flowers.

New Hairdo.

2009-11-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

My new hairdo. =D

My knee is getting better.
Thanks buddy for accompanying me.
Really appreciate those who cares about me.
Enjoy your weekend peeps.

2009-11-26T00:55:00.000+08:00

I did something evil just now.
Forgive me.

The sad truth of my knee.

2009-11-25T23:46:00.003+08:00

I am tired of looking at the state of my knee.
It freaks and irritates me.
I felt the sudden weak in myself.
It affects the way I walk and the routine of my life.
Not being able to walk around freely, not being able to go to work, not being able to do anything.
And here I am, being coop up at home .
To be relief that I have my buddy crystal with me, my cute Patrick and my computer on.
I really wish that my knee can function back to normal.
It is really annoying and I hate it.
I seriously regretted playing basketball last Sunday.

When I'm young

2009-10-27T09:01:00.001+08:00

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Short Inspirational Stories

2009-10-02T22:21:00.001+08:00

Recently, I found myself reading some short inspirational stories on this website:

http://www.indianchild.com/short_stories.htm

And i found it really meaningful.

Well here is two of them which i wanted to share.

Dads Blessings

A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted.

As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angry, he raised his voice to his father and said "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care of things.

When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart. He began to search through his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. And as he did, a car key dropped from the back of the Bible. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words PAID IN FULL.

How many times do we miss Spirit's blessings and answers to our prayers because they do not arrive exactly as we have expected?

TODAY'S's affirmation: "Today I look beyond the obvious and allow miracles to be created in my life."

Love and Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,

"Richness, can you take me with you?"

Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"

"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."

"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"

"It was Time," Knowledge answered.

"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

Wordpress

2009-10-01T23:15:00.001+08:00

I will begin to update my blog on wordpress as I am able to access it from my office.
Blogspot have been blocked. sighs~

Here's the link: http://jasline.wordpress.com/

2009-07-13T21:58:00.005+08:00

If only time could bring me back..
I'll be good, i'll promised..

Utterly regretful..

I very much wanted not to regret,
but i still did even after so long..

Many things seems gone/deleted
but some remained as intact as it could be..

Some moments in life,
once gone,
never will be back..

Giving up through impulse was wrong,
but when U-turn was made too late,
its like a permanent mistake in life,
that will never be erased.

Will anyone get its second chance for any mistake?

2009-05-25T00:58:00.004+08:00

I began to be very cautious of what i have to say to others.
I began to think scary people can be.
You will never know when they would try to stab you from the back.

Everyone have flaws, dont we?
Shouldn't we be compromising each other flaws and as well as getting compromised at our end?

I began to see how cruel the world have been to.
The words from our mouth is as toxic as injecting poison into others.

2009-04-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

Thoughts are beyond expressions..
Feeling aren't pen-ed down..
Certain words spoken are the most heartwrenching tapes that one could ever hear..
And i found myself completely pitifully helpless..

2009-04-27T18:35:00.002+08:00

Look at Tifanny & Co gift box..
Is so nice right..

2009-04-05T22:12:00.003+08:00

God was so unfair to me..
How come he didnt make me better looking..
If only...
Looks seem like what others only can see.

At least make me happier each day can?

2009-03-19T13:15:00.007+08:00

Is fucking unfair, people whom cant get into local polytechnic to get a diploma eventually got into a private insitute to get a diploma with money. And the only explanation they had was, the time spent was shorter? So when people asked whats their highest qualification, they can reply confidently that it is a diploma.

Somehow, it seems that people do not care where you get this unknown diploma from.
Aftermost, it all boils down to money.
Money makes wonders.

Here we are, in local polytechnic, we aim and do our very best to get a diploma certification. Then, now people whom cant get into local polytechnic, got a diploma also?

It is fuckingly unfair lor.
Money wins everything.

Crying

2009-03-05T12:01:00.002+08:00

Crying doesn't solve any problems
BUT
It is the fastest way of relief.

The psychic tears (or emotional tears) require an emotional response, or trigger to be activated. This response can be caused by an outside source, either pain or loss of love, etc., or from an inside source (self-realization of one's life and others). When emotions affect us, the nervous system stimulates the cranial nerve, in the brain and this sends signals to the neurotransmitters to the tear glands. Thus, we cry .The largest tear gland, the lacrimal gland produces the tears of emotion and reflex. Many believe that the body, in times of emotional stress, depends on this gland to release excess amounts of chemicals and hormones, returning it to a stable state.

2009-02-12T23:00:00.006+08:00

Today i spent my time finishing my BSIT Blog which is due tmr.

At night, my mum bought bought a cake for me.

She say is my chinese birthday today.

Thanks Mum.. =D

It is been so long that i receive a cake from her.

Super Duper Happy!!

I love you, MUM!!

NAFA test

2009-01-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

Just did my NAFA test today. I thought that i am going to fail.
However, i pass all the stations.
My tag number is 0399.
Lols..

1. 4*10m Shutter Run: 11.7s.
Grade:C Points:3
I know this timing is bad but cant be help, my shoes are slippery.

2. Incline Pull-Ups: 8
Grade:D Points:2
When i did my incline pull-ups on the shorter equipment
I felt that it is too short.

When i did my incline pull-ups on the taller equipment
I felt is too tall.
LOLs.

Cant i have a middle one?... yawns..

3. Sit and Reach: 40cm
Grade:C Points:3
The one station that i hate most.
The instructor see wrongly.

The marking should be the one nearer to my fingers
he see the further one
That means i have extra 5cm..
LOLS

4. Sit-ups: 45
Grade:A Points:5
Sophia said that my hand keep coming above my ears when i get up..
LOLS.. Bad habit.. oops!!

5. Standing Broad Jump: 165cm
Grade:D Points:2
At first 160cm.
Since i was the last person in my group
i kept jump and jump to get 165cm.. lols
I know i'm weak.

6. 2.4km run
Grade:B Points:4
Now is to go for the 2.4km run.. OMG//
The distance is much further away compared to the one i had from my secondary school
Faints..
My timing is 14:24 mins...LOLS..

Silver Award Requirements: At least a D grade performance in all 6 test items and a total of 15 or more points.

LOLS.. I got Silver in the end. Coz my lowest are Ds and my total points is 19.
Claps..

*I know i finally post something..*

2008-11-21T11:17:00.003+08:00

Omg..
Almost every week have to hand in report..
Started with BISSA----> EA---> BSIT

Major project presentation coming up, so scary.. got to chiong everything le..

2008-10-23T09:10:00.001+08:00

Project Project Project...

Kind of driving me Nuts...

Today got no freaking school but need to go back for Projects..

Kind of Sianx.. But too bad..

Lifes like this..

**Think Positive, Jasline...**

2008-09-29T14:59:00.002+08:00

Its raining, its pouring..

2008-09-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

2008-08-19T01:16:00.002+08:00

Birthdays..

It is revolving every year...
I wonder whom remembers mine..
Just like how i remembers theirs..

How much do you know about me..

2008-08-13T00:05:00.004+08:00

练习是一个运动员不能荒废的功课。

Dreams are getting further and further...
One day eventually everything will end...
Everything would just be as normal as it would be..

How far can i go?

2008-08-10T21:07:00.004+08:00

Hmm..
Starting work tmr..
Working at Infocom Development Authority of Singapore..
Suntec Tower 3 11th floor
Monday to Friday..
8.30-6p.m(Mon-Thurs)
8.30-5.30(Friday)
Anyone whom is free can accompany me for lunch there..
Haha..
Working till october 10...
Gonna be there for quite a some time..

There seems so cool..
No desktop...
Everywhere is Laptop..
Got to use the Laptop there too..
hahas...

Wish me luck all..
<3

2008-08-09T18:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

Wheres ur Birthday cake??

2008-08-05T12:05:00.003+08:00

This is the shorts that i have bought from MANGO..
Thanks sophia for helping me get the black colour..
If not i am going to buy the brown one instead.
My auntie bought for me the long jeans from MANGO as well...
However, there is a need for alteration so no pics yet..
Alter because the length is too long already...
I know i have short legs. .=X

My auntie also bought for me this long pants from Esprit as well..
Dont ask me why is it all black..
I just got no idea..
Maybe in this way, i would be able to slimmer??..

Well, time to rush for the Internship Report...
Rush..Rush...RUSH!!...

2008-08-01T20:40:00.003+08:00

I was damn lucky to the max..
Thanks god..
I guess you heard my prayers to you..

I really hate her to the max...
That idoit bird and b***h...

How can u treat my friends in this way..
Have you ever tot of how hard they had work for it..

You wanted them to stay is to help them or is it just a plainless excuse to ask them to help you finish whatever you needed to..
We know that you wanted to ask them stay as you know the thingy is ending...
You are such a selfish person..
If you was like kindly explain the situation to us, we will definitely stay..

Why must you be in this way..
Dont you believe in Karma?..
Dont you know the consequences for them?
Dont you have a heart?..

I seriously dont understand why do you wanna befall all this to them..
Did you ever think about it?
Aren't you being cruel?
What happen if this happpen to your kid..
Do you want people to have a compassion heart too??

This world seems hopeless..
Everyone put the "ME" on top of everything..
It seems that it is getting much more difficult to understand and live in this world..

Hey, you two..
I hope that you will really stay happy
Do not let this setback influence you
Let this be the milestones of the life long journey..
Take care..

xoxo
Jasline

2008-07-29T20:17:00.008+08:00

LOLs.. Saw the earning on my blog.. only 40 cents.. is like still a long way to $50.. lols..
Anyway.. thanks all for helping me to click..
Your help is greatly appreciated..

Anyway.. 3 more days to end this freaking SIP..
3 more days..
3 more days..
3 more days..
3 more days..
3 more days..
3 more days..
3more days..
3 more days..

THREE MORE DAYS..
24HOURSx3=72HOURS
72HOURS LATER WE ARE FREE..
WOOTS..

Hmmm.. Anyway..
The misunderstanding between me and the eric is gone already..
I guess.
we used to be very gd friends..
but i guess there is some misunderstanding..
we never talk or contact for 3-4 years..
Whenever, i wished him birthday or talk to him in msn...
he would scold me..
This is story that most of my basketball friends know..
I did say to my close friend as well..

This year, as usual, i decided to wish him happy birthday in msn...
guess what is his replied?..
Thx..
Suddenly a load came off my shoulder..
at least he dun hate me...

Its a long story..
Things changed for the worst and for the better..
Life still goes on..

Im living fine..

2008-07-24T20:00:00.005+08:00

Omg.. There is advertisment now..
This is so cool..

**If there isnt, the advertisment server may be down...
Will be up shortly i think..
Not computer spoil.. lols**

Can everyone help me click the advertisment once...
Thanks...

For those peeps in school,
Use different computers help me click..
Lols..

Anyway..
Tmr is a friday so..
Its party time...

No Party??
Stay at home lor..

LoLs..

After tmr
5 more days to end internship..
happy and sad...

Happy is no need to see P_ _ _ _ _ _ face
Sad is to leave the funny LEGENDS..

Fun. Laughter. Peace. Joy.
==Contented==

2008-07-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

God is fair...
And once it fair,
No one would be perfect..

Cos..

In order to be fair,
one will have a thing
and lack of the other..

Therefore no one will ever be perfect
when god is fair..

Some lame shiit..
But i think somehow make sense

2008-07-16T23:25:00.002+08:00

I have been pondering whether to go back anot..
Dunno how people will look at me...
Im scared...
I know i am weak..
She told me that we just go there to have fun..
But i hopes to learn something out of the training...
What should i do..
Should i go for the training...
I know for sure illl be disappointed..
Because the world is realistic..
Tell me what to do...
<3..

2008-07-15T23:00:00.005+08:00

Too many commitment..
Too many things to do but not all can be done..

Feel like going back to the court..
Thinking of going back next sem..
But my friends said that it is a waste of time..
Coz is too late...
Graduating next year april..
And my skills are not up to compared to the rest of the people..
I really love the sport..
But is really hurting that oneself can only do so little to improve..

Never expect much..
Even if have..
Things is only out of compassion of me being in the last year..

I envy those whom have a coach..
A coach whom really spend time correcting the mistakes.
Treating them as the seeds of an unplanted tree..
Nurturing them to grow...

Never had a chance..
Maybe have..
But in another senario..

How i wish
Both of the senarios have been exchanged
Would things changed?
God knows

2008-07-13T22:28:00.019+08:00

HaHas.. I went to the zoo with him..=X

White Tiger

Wild Boar..LOLS

Crocodile

Closer look at crocodile

Peacock

Ostrich

Kangaroo

Kangaroo.. Closer View

Elephants trying to take bananas..

Polar Bear..

White Rhino

Cheetah

Zebra

Otter..

Lion.. ROAR~~

Biggest Tortise in my life

I really had a wonderful time in the ZOO and Night Safari..
Thanks for bring this great moment in my LIFE..
Thanks for the BEN AND JERRY Ice-cream as well..
So much Thanks to you..!!

Anyway, going to the ZOO and Night Safari is quite expensive..
$30 dollars per Adult without any tram rides..=X

But i still LOVE going with HIM!!

2008-07-12T11:54:00.004+08:00

Idoit..
This pimpleS is getting on my nerves...
Clearing them in process...
Feel days more for them to HEAL!!

Yesshh..
Polites coming..
Is like FINALLY..
I think i'll accompnay Kim to watch..

I swear this time, after Polites
ILL go for TRAINING....
I dunno if i'll feel weird but
I guess there are still peeps there whom will cheer me on...

I dun give a fucking damn!
And I feel that you are contradicting yourself.

2008-07-10T11:29:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. was sick..
Real sick..
Went to bed yesterday at around 9p.m..
Wanted to watch the volleyball show but was real sick to watch that..
Saded...
Woke up this morning, still running with fever..
Decided that i cant go to work in this manner...
Took and unwilling MC..
Told Kelvin and Boss..
Tired...

Need slp..

But im still thinking of the Germany Sleeveless from NUM...
I love it..
Whahas...

2008-07-07T23:07:00.008+08:00

This is a reply to von:

Thanks for clearing up everything,
Since i feel that you sound out that you do not want me to be that way,
I cant help it ..
Im in this way and i dun expect an invalid reason to change me.

How about you think in another prospective and think about how you think from my actions.
I wasnt showing off about how many acceptance and have nor receive i have.
I was being concerned when i ask about your acceptance and stuff..
I think you got a wrong idea about this..
I thought i could help in somehow..
But since your way of thinking is otherwise,
mistaking into me being sorta proving im kinda better...
Aren't you having a mind that just so narrow?
Maybe you should try thinking some other alternatives out of the window instead of sticking to your own thinking which you feel is always right..

I did think of how you feel as well..
so it wasnt my one sided thoughts after all..
Take care..
Cya tmr..
**Just a little thought of mine..**

I am not angry about anything so please do not get the wrong idea..
Maybe we should just put the past behind and start afresh..
And becoz i feel that this is a small stuff..

They are much more stuffs ahead of us that we must think for..
Like how are we going to meet her targets for July..
I think that it is more important than this..
Which need immediate attention..
Lols..
The way i write this part so funny...
Anyway, true friend are to be true to each other...
I appreciate that honesty...

2008-07-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

2008-07-06T22:13:00.002+08:00

Who wanna go running with me??
LET ME KNOW..
HaHas...!!!

RUNNING, Badminton, SWIMMING, Basketball, Netball or all kinds of sport..
Just let me know..

2008-07-01T22:48:00.004+08:00

Today was just a bad day for me...
Im really down with the luck...
Until i receive a call at 6 plus that told me that the major project was approve...
Suddenly is like a glimpse of hope..
A quick relief as the deadline is as near as it can see.. [[4July]]

Things are not better for our friendship..
Too much misunderstanding that is so hard to solve..
Maybe our personality crashes..
There is no fault on anyone of us..
Just that the way we think and the way we do things is differently..
That is why i guess...
Do not know what to do..
First time really thinking through this problem..
When it is the past
i think i would have the hack care attitude..
Maybe hack care attitude is better..

Maybe this is the first time i going to say this:

I CARE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS.

2008-06-30T20:42:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. It is been along time since i blog..
This time round i think i am upset and angry..

Sometimes i do not know why..
I think i treat you all sincerely...
I really treat you all as friends..
But i do not really know why are you all treating me in this way...

I felt left out..
becoz maybe you two understand each other better..
Whenever i ask a question, is because i hope that i can talk to you all..
But what did you all reply, it just turns me off again..
This make me feel that i should keep my mouth shut and instead of finding trouble...

I do not know if i did something wrong..
If i did, let me know then...

2008-06-22T22:47:00.001+08:00

The most important test of love is its strength. Love must pass the test of time. Something that vanishes in a month or a year is nothing more than an infatuation. Love must endure occasional pangs of jealousy. Even the truest and most trusting of lovers can become suspicious at times. The reason behind this is that a true lover will always consider his/her partner as more desirable than any other person in the world and this can sometimes make them be uncertain of other peoples’ intentions towards their partner.

Love is an unblemished emotion while an infatuation is sometimes just lust masquerading as true devotion.

2008-06-22T22:29:00.003+08:00

Like Vs Love

THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN LOVE AND LIKE

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person tou like, you feel happy

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person tou like, winter is just beautiful winter

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile

In front of the person you love, you can't say what's on your mind
But in front of the person tou like, you blurt out everything

In front of the person you love, you tent to get shy
But in front of the person u like, you show your own self

You can't look straight into the eyes of the person you like
When the one you love is crying, you end up comforting

The feelings of love start from the eyes
The feelings of like start from the ears

So, if you want to stop liking a person you use to like
All you have to do is cover your eyes

But, if you try to cover your eyes
Love turns into a deep drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after

====================================================================

BEYOND LIKE THERE IS LOVE

Like is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need.
Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side.

Like is when they gaze into you eyes and you konw they care
Love is when they gaze into you eyes and it warms your heart.

Like is a quite walk in the park with the one you trust.
Love is when you feel like you are the only two around.

Like is a warm smile in the winter.
Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart.

2008-06-20T00:20:00.003+08:00

You will never know how it will feels unless it happen to you...

It is only a matter of a few days and things changed..
Only memories have left..
No last words for her..
No sweet kisses..
No hugs..
Nothing else for her..

I really feel very sad for her.
I hope she will be strong again...
Charlene jia you...
================================================

Today work Overtime and is like for what reason..
Walking around in the office to see everyone at work..
I was slacking but i still did call finish my leads.. Whaha

Took a cab back with Jiali and Daniel but the cabbie uncle say that he dun want go 2 places.
So bad..
Den was like !#$$%^%*&
Got money also dun wan earn...
Den when tell him to use a alternative road instead of CTE due to maybe there will be a Jam..
He nagged again and say : "CTE wont Jam at this TIME.. GOT MONEY NOT SCARE JAM"
what the..
Such a rude taxi driver..
MY friend Replied: " Money is not a problem"

Then Jiali say since like this, she will ask her bf to send us back as the taxi driver is so reluctant to send us back..
So we went bishan to meet her bf and after that went golfing and then back HOME SWEET HOME
Thanks Jiali and the Boyfriend..
So kind of you all...

Thanks all.. =D

2008-06-15T01:22:00.002+08:00

weekend is here to stay..
hahas.. six more weeks
and
im gone for good..
hahas..
bless me to stay well for this six weeks..
tired tired tired
sleepy sleepy sleepy..
how come my parents not tired of working...
im tired even for this 10 weeks..
and theirs is like
FOREVER..

how am i going to survive in this society for the rest of my life?

2008-06-12T22:26:00.005+08:00

Super duper unhapppy today..
Dun wanna say anything about it as it is really damm sad...

Why must i have this character?
Why and whatever i do, i always wish to be recognised??
Why am i in this way??
Why do i reach home and up till 11p.m, my family members are still not back yet??

Whats with my life man??

I hate to cry..
I hate to be demoralised
AND
I hate to have this character of mine...

Whenever people are feeling down, i will tell them not to be discouraged
But
when it comes to myself.
I will not be able to encourage myself...

I always say even if people doesn't recognises your work, and as long as you have put in your best effort, it is enough..

How come i cant convinced myself with this sentence??

Why cant my tears stop rolling down when things turn terribly wrong...
Why cant it just stopped??
Why must i be so affected by all the words??

WHY??

Freaking angry with myself!!
Freaking Disappointed with myself!!

2008-06-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

NO Comment!!!!!!

2008-06-03T22:26:00.005+08:00

I SERIOUSLY NEED A SPORT..
NO MATTER IS NETBALL / BASKETBALL
I WANT TO PLAY AS A TEAM..

IF THERE ARE NETBALL CLUBS, I DON'T MIND JOINING..
SO IF THERE IS ANY OFFERS, LET ME KNOW...
I MISS NETBALL..
I MISS EVERY SINGLE THING...
I MISS THE FEELING OF PLAYING AS A TEAM..

I MISS BASKETBALL TOO..
EXPERIENCE IS ALWAYS A PROBLEM...
PROPER COACHING IS WHAT I NEEDED..
TRAINING AND SACRIFICING I DONT MIND
BUT
IT TOO LATE
COZ
I DO NOT HAVE THE FOUNDATION...
KINNDA SAD BUT TRUE...

2008-05-31T12:17:00.001+08:00

Hmmm..
I wish attachment ends as soon as it can...
Im seriously tired..
Everyday need to wake up at 7a.m..
Only after 6p.m, i can release from hell..
No life..

2008-05-18T16:26:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Shuping..

Wishing you a successful year ahead

and

Getting more beautiful as years goes on..

Sorry to wish your birthday so late...
Whahaha..
Next year 4th May, i'll remember to wish you!!

2008-05-18T11:33:00.004+08:00

boo hoo..
I dunno whats wrong with me..
Becoz i am wishing for
Gucci handbag and Lv wallet...
Which is expensive...

Anyone out there wanna volunteer to buy for me any one of the above...
Thanks in advance...

working towards my goals

2008-05-16T23:30:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday To Ms Zoey Chew...
May you have a wonderful year ahead!!!...

It gonna be a long weekend...
So Peeps rest well k...
Especially Shermaine whom is having a bad tooth ache due to wisdom tooth...
Yvonne whom is always tried....
Rachel whom is always runnng about in company to collect stuffs...
So all rest well k.. whahahs...

2008-05-13T23:07:00.002+08:00

When everything doesnt seems to be in ur way
When everything is meant to be broken
When everything is gonna be an end
And nothing can turn back time

Life seem meaningless
Somehow
Somewhat

Will there always be a rainbow after an downpour?

LIFE
Simple
and
yet
so profound

Learn it
Live with it

2008-05-11T22:31:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!!

I Love you, MUMMY!!!

2008-05-10T22:03:00.005+08:00

Write about your SIP experience as follows:

Section A: A summary of the happenings between the last time you wrote in the journal and now in not more than 200 words.

Section B: Tell us what you have learned from formal training, work assigned to you or from observing your co-workers in the office. Elaborate on the incident(s) that contribute to your learning. Develop this section in not more than 200 words.

Section C: How well do you perform in SIP? How can you improve on your performance? Tell us in not more than 200 words.

Section D: How you feel. Tell us your most sincere evaluation of yourself, your environment, your co-workers or your bosses. What you say here is and will be strictly between you and I (your LO). If you are treated unfairly, tell us about it. If you were wronged and there's no place to vent your frustration, write it here and we will try our best to address it. If something happened at home and you are unable to concentrate at work, tell us about it. No word limit, and if you are perfectly happy, just tell us that things have been great, you are enjoying yourself.

Section A: The last time I wrote this journal, I am still undergoing some training in Citibank and now I am in the balcon telesales department. I am doing telemarketing on the product supplementary cards. We are to call leads of sixty customers per day to ask them to subscribe to supplementary cards. This supplementary card varies from annual waiver of 1 year and 3 years. The main purpose of doing this supplementary card is that the head of Citibank feels that there is potential in this market to let Citibank earn more revenue. Instead of one person using the credit card, two people will increase the usage of crdit card. That is why we have to do the testing to see the respond of it and they will use our performance to decide whether to implement this as a second product for the Singapore Citibank relationship officers.

Section B: I have learned some marketing skills to market the products. Phrasing words in another way to attract the customers. The most important thing that I have learned is be optimistic and learn not to give up easily. When we are doing telesales on supplementary cards, most customers will reject and some may sound hush. I have to be optimistic and move on to another customer and not letting the previous customer to affect my attitude to the next customer.

Section C: I did quite well for now among the three of the people doing supplementary cards. I have quite a number of receives. However I did not meet the target always and that means that I am not consistent enough. I will try to push myself further to make sure that I will meet the target that the manager has given. I think I should improve my telemarketing skills and make sure that my words and sentences are fluent enough. The most important thing is to think of ways to counter rejections.

Section D: Actually right now, I am quite stressed about the calling. It is because it is quite hard to ask customers to apply for supplementary cards. Sometimes it is even worst when the customer accepted during the time of calling and the next following day when you called them they rejected the products again. We are trying very hard to get acceptance and getting received on Citibank ends but the manager seems to tell us that we are not pushing hard enough and kind of demoralizing for me. Actually I am very scared that my performance in Citibank will affect a lot for my internship. After all, my manager did mention before that she will access us accordingly to our performance in Citibank and that means getting enough supplementary cards for the bank. Anyway, I just have to stay positive and get in more acceptance and receives.

2008-05-10T00:32:00.004+08:00

Boo Hoo..
Im going to make an ultra contradicting post...

Firstly, this is regarding basketball..
I really feel like going to play in TP again..
However, the timing doesnt seems to fit..
The worst part is, i felt so bad when i always recieve gwen messages and not replying them..
I really want to reply but i do not know how to put things across and stuffs..
I really hope that TP would continue to improve and grow..

Attachment to me is freaking important, maybe thats the only chance that i can increase my GPA..

I really miss balling in TP...
But from all the fun, there is always sacrifices to be made..

I always have a thinking that im very weak in this game.
I am thinking if im really that weak..
Everywhere in life seems to be so performance based...
Work, Basketball, School, etc etc...

I really do not know what to do..
New batch of basketballers coming in,
perharps most of the others will forget me....
but thanks everyone for giving me a great TP team..

2008-05-03T11:22:00.002+08:00

Work
Work
Work..

I think i've done my best and shown performance in my work..
Just a little bit more to go..
Pushing myself hard..
I know that i can do it..

Some motivation to let myself go on..
Before im going to be mentally down..

HaHas..
Crapz..
Just ignore me..!!

2008-04-27T14:36:00.001+08:00

Please let me go back to school..
I am dying to go back to school..
I miss the food there..
I miss the peeps there..
I miss everything there..

Staying in citibank..
Stressful..
Food in suntec expensive..
People there is nothing compared to my peeps..

Please let me go back to school..

2008-04-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hahas..
So stupid need to write e-journal during my attachment.
Anyway this is wad i wrote...

Write about your SIP experience as follows:
Section A: A summary of the happenings between the last time you wrote in the journal and now in not more than 200 words.
Section B: Tell us what you have learned from formal training, work assigned to you or from observing your co-workers in the office. Elaborate on the incident(s) that contribute to your learning. Develop this section in not more than 200 words.
Section C: How well do you perform in SIP? How can you improve on your performance? Tell us in not more than 200 words.
Section D: How you feel. Tell us your most sincere evaluation of yourself, your environment, your co-workers or your bosses. What you say here is and will be strictly between you and I (your LO). If you are treated unfairly, tell us about it. If you were wronged and there's no place to vent your frustration, write it here and we will try our best to address it. If something happened at home and you are unable to concentrate at work, tell us about it. No word limit, and if you are perfectly happy, just tell us that things have been great, you are enjoying yourself.

Section A:
This is the first time I am writing the journal. It has been one week of work in Citibank. The environment is great. Everyone in Citibank is young and bubbly and most importantly they have the inner strive for work thus I am motivated by them too. At first during my interview I get to choose from sales or admin, I chose admin. Therefore the first day I am assigned to train admin jobs first and they had told that there would be one from admin and will transferred to sales. By the end of the third day, I was the lucky one that was transferred to telemarketing sales. Although this was not was I have chosen by I felt lucky as after I saw what the admin was doing, I am glad to be in sales team.

Section B:
For the first day of work, we learnt about code of conduct in Citibank. We know the seriousness of leaking out sensitive information. Sensitive documents are not supposed to be lying around the desk when we are away from the desks and this includes lunch time, toilets break and after work. We also have taken two code of conduct test each on the first and second day and the passing mark is 80%. I am so glad that I have passed with 95%. We also learnt about the products, the structure of the organization and telemarketing guidelines. There is also a test on the products on the fourth day of work for the sales only which includes how we use the systems and remembering the codes by hard. The passing mark is also 80% and I got 92%. When we are there to practice the system, we saw how the full time sales staff work. They are so fast in using the system and as well as calculations. They are actually split into teams and each team is competing with each other. I can see the team leader walking around and encourage the team members.

Section C:
For the first few days of work, we are still training. The only way to evaluate how well I have performed is through the tests and the role-play. Not forgetting role-play, this is a real way to see if we have understood everything. We will each get a partner, one of them will be the customer and the other would be the sales relationship officer. The customer would keep reject the product and the sales relationship officer would counter and persuade the customer to buy the product. I think the way to improve on the role-play is to improve on my scripts and as well as practice it with my family members and as well as those who are in sales too.

Section D:
Overall I am happy and glad to be attached to Citibank. The staffs there are exceptionally helpful. There was once, we remember that we are supposed to carry some boxes to the tenth floor and we realized the phone outside the door is spoiled. Since we are carrying boxes, we did not bring our mobile phone and thus we are stuck outside the door and were desperate as we do not have the pass to enter. There just in time, there was a lady coming out, we told us our problem and she use the extension number that we have given her to call the staffs to come out to let us in. We really thanked the lady a lot. I loved the environment, the staff and everything.

I crappz all the way through in the afternoon.. hahas..

2008-04-17T19:58:00.001+08:00

HaHas.. I went to work at 2p.m.
So happy.. Did the test too..
I pass... 92%
So happy.. Did the roleplay again..
This time cherbelle is the customer..
Omg..
Casper going to suffer rejections from her..
Haha..
But she is very nice..
She tells us how to counter all the rejection by the customer..
I really learn alot..
Whoo hoo..
6p.m finish work..
Take care all...

2008-04-16T18:29:00.005+08:00

Three days of work already.
The training in citibank is hell man.
If only i was in admin, training wouldnt be that bad.
So many things to remember.
Test on mon, tues and tomorrow.
WHAT THE ****!!
I didnt know that interns also need to have tests.
And the passing marks is 80%
WHAT THE **** **** **** ****!!
Anyway i saw Adeline at work.
She is doing data entry.
1hr 7bucks.
Ooo Hoo.
Thats alot.
Thanks god, the training is ending tomorrow
but i am going to start work on FRIDAY.
I am so scared working sales.
How i wish i wasn't convert to sales.
!@#$%^&*
GOD BLESS ME FOR MY TEST TOMORROW...
AMEN

2008-04-13T23:55:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow gonna be my first day of work so wish me luck..
Not gonna say much coz i ought to be sleeping by now..
Nights all..
Take care

Tomorrow is a brand new day with a brand new start..
Cheers

2008-04-11T12:25:00.003+08:00

After much thinking of everything, I think is true that competitive basketball is really not my cup of tea. To many, it may sound easy like bouncing the ball but actually it acquire more understand than that and especially teamwork and experience. Experience is something that you have to build slowly through years of training and hard work but I guess I am lacking of this. That is why most of time when I am in training; I do not know most of the shit out of it. I think I just have to be trained from the basic.

I used to struggle between netball and basketball. I used to have the mentality that if you are good in netball, things would be somehow easier when you play basketball. This is not the case, basketball is a contact game and netball isn’t. There are more things basketball is rather different from netball and so when comes to basic, basketball needs much more time and is more difficult to learn.

Well, through days of thinking, I finally know. Yes, I can’t blame everything on experience but is just that I am lazy, too tired to think and improve on it.

No one is to blame but myself.

2008-04-11T00:25:00.002+08:00

hmmm... today was like a stupid day where i did absolutely nothing but finding for a scanner to scan the pictures to complete my 1st exam paper..

This sucks..
No scanner found..
Nothing done..
OMG!!

Anyone have scanner at home, please let me know..

Been feeling quite down this few days..
Guess my menses are coming..
Bare with all my complains..

2008-04-09T19:58:00.003+08:00

Headache
Headache
Headache

Dear headache, can you please please stay away from me..
This headache is killing me..

Spent the whole afternoon typing my stuffs...
And i realised that i seriously need the SCANNER..

Perharps going to school tomorrow to scan all the pictures...

Just had dinner, going to cheers now..

2008-04-08T14:37:00.005+08:00

Hmm... Yesterday was SIP launch...
Therefore i can meet my friends in school again..
Really miss them alot...

After the briefing, we are going to meet our liaison officer and mine is Mr Kelvin Lim
In my classroom, most of us is Citibank..
Only Terence, Derrick and Azim is not attached to citibank..
At first Azim tot that he is also attached to citibank because he went for the interview too..
But to his surprised, he is not attached to citibank..
I can feel that he is kindda sad but at least he have a company right..
Those whom are in citibank were
C.K, Megan, Yvonne, Shermaine, Rachel, me and one more girl..
Forget her name already...
So we planned to meet 9.20a.m at city hall as our first day of work which is a monday is at 10a.m Crys... Got to wake up early already...

After meeting with my liaison officer, megan and i went to meet farhana, melissa lim, ze hui they all..
Farhana went to CAAS legal department which means the location is at Changi Airport..
She did not choose that so she felt quite sad...
Melissa Lim was attached to International Enterprise Singapore...
This isn't the choice that she wants too..
And there she is freaking out the whole day coz she need to develop second life...

Ze hui went to URS alliances but after the whole SIP launch, Ms Lim told her that there was some administrative problems and therefore she got no company now..
I felt sad for her..
I think she definitely freak out at that time when Ms Lim broke the news to her...
The few of us after meeting each other, we went mensa to eat but farhana and effendi did not coz they do not have muslim food there and mensa is the only food court that is open...
Melissa Lim and I have softshell crabs...
Megan had western food...
Ze hui have Kway Chap...

After eating, we went for the Business Etiquette talk...
The man was freaking funny and he is real damn good that he capture out attention for one whole hour..
He is the course manager of CCM...
Claps for him..
After that was Business Communication talk..
Well the speaker was Mrs Mary Thomas and it was abit boring..
Everyone was waiting for the time to go home..

After the whole SIP launch..
Farhana, Melissa, Yong Qing and me went to Genki Sushi to eat..
Yong Qing is there to entertain us and make us laugh alot...
Then i went back to Yishun and accompany my mum to eat and in addition meeting my friend to pass me my belated birthday present which is a black RALPH LAUREN polo tee..

Thanks pal..

2008-04-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility...
It is therefore able to undertake all things,
and it completes many things,
and warrants them to take effect,
where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbered not.
Though weary, it is not tired;
though pressed, it is not straitened;
though alarmed, it is not confounded...

2008-04-05T19:49:00.003+08:00

Damm..
I lost my live journal username and password...
keep trying but it didnt work..
Den my IP address was blocked by the LIVEJOURNAL..
This is S-H-I-T...
Didnt have a chance to comment on K.L blog...
Saded..
Anyway.. i am looking for a place that i can do facial..
Best is that the place is nearer to my house..
Anyone out there can recommend ??

2008-04-04T15:05:00.002+08:00

Wake up in the noon..
Play my psp again..
Completing the game soon..=D
Played mahjong ytd..
Lose the chips but not the worst loser...
Luckily we didnt play real money if not i'll feel real sad..
Went out cheers after playing mahjong..
There is a stray kitten whom tried to follow me around..
I keep walking another path but it kept following me instead of others..
DAMMN..
What a DAY!!

2008-04-03T13:36:00.003+08:00

Wake up at noon..
Nothing to do..
Everything before attachment is so boring...
My aunt found a home-based typing job for me but there is only one assignment..
Thanks..
Going her house to take the materials on friday..
Dunno if my friends are going SINGING today..
I doubt so...
Rotting and still rotting further..

2008-03-28T22:28:00.001+08:00

I can use three words to sum up my life; it goes on.

2008-03-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

FAILURE