Monday, December 03, 2012
I hate myself so much, why can't I be persistent about being angry.
Beginning is always the sweetest things that things could have happen. When the flowers were blooming and you were trying your very best to be nice and to impress.
Slowly, flowers will slowly lose its beauty when it start to wither. This is when you see the flaws in each other.
Soon, when flaws are revealed and only those who really realize the beauty of the flower deep within will continue to admire the beauty of the flower.
There is no balance in a relationship. It is the truth that there will be one party that will bound to give in more. I pity the one because this person do not have a choice. Over the years, unhappy feelings accumulated and soon there will be snapping point but yet the person is unable to snap as they cannot bear to give up the relationship.
what we could have been, 12:55 AM.
Saturday, October 27, 2012
And then again, I am the one whom give in.
what we could have been, 3:15 PM.
Drop so significantly.
what we could have been, 12:56 AM.
Thursday, October 18, 2012
From today onwards, i think it will be better to keep everything to myself. Sometimes the truth are the most hurting. Worst receiving it from your close ones. Maybe people are right, I'm afraid of receiving negative feedbacks. I am fully aware of what I want now, I just want someone to show their absolute care for me when I'm being such a nuisance. Sometimes it is always hard to speak to a logical person as they always look at logics rather than looking at your current feeling.
All I wanted now was a good hug to tell me that everything will be alright.
what we could have been, 1:04 AM.
I always thought that saying out your problems are better than keeping within. However, I'm wrong, ignoring will always make you feel better.
what we could have been, 12:54 AM.